I'm at Starbucks waiting for my lunch across the street. These days I've been trying to balance work and home. For me, this means running home as fast as I can to help out around the house with the babies. Moreover, this means that I work throughout the day and have stopped searching the internets for a second job and my vice, musical equipment.
I haven't played in a band since 2010. I would love to have this back in my life but alas, my time is spent handling responsibilities and "dad stuff." Sometimes I feel that I'm overcompensating because my father was absent most of my childhood, and when he was there he was drunk and abusive. I hope my kids are happy.
So, this month is going to be busy with a ton of work. I don't like working (who does?), but my job is planning on giving me a raise so I guess I have to work hard, right?
Who knows these days?
I haven't played in a band since 2010. I would love to have this back in my life but alas, my time is spent handling responsibilities and "dad stuff." Sometimes I feel that I'm overcompensating because my father was absent most of my childhood, and when he was there he was drunk and abusive. I hope my kids are happy.
So, this month is going to be busy with a ton of work. I don't like working (who does?), but my job is planning on giving me a raise so I guess I have to work hard, right?
Who knows these days?
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